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Monday, August 17, 2009

Back and Determined...

Well I am living proof that it is very easy to very quickly get back out of shape. I did not lose any weight, nor did I gain any in the last three weeks of vacation. One would say “yahoo” to the “did not gain” portion of that sentence (normally) but I certainly did lose lean muscle. I can tell and it’s yucky. I feel absolutely horrible, physically and emotionally. I’m trying really hard not to take it personally and beat myself about what is done and moving forward from it. But I feel sick. Actually physically nauseated and I KNOW it is from not being active and not eating as healthily as I should have. I did not overeat (otherwise I would have gained weight) but I drank alcohol and ate some junk (chips… I love chips). I had complete good intentions, brought my bands, instructions, exercise mags, lots of apples, ate bananas every day (I have to eat those or I get cramps in my legs), but I did not exercise other than walking the dog twice a day (and thank goodness for having Katie around).

My BF is very inactive and it was so easy to get sucked into that inactive void. I spent most of my vacation upset with him and if he wasn’t going to exercise with me (like simply walking the dog), then the heck with him (and exercise). I walked the dog alone but not aerobically. Man I need to let it go and not get so upset with him. I swear I spent most of the last 3 weeks feeling sorry for myself rather than enjoying my time off of work. Maybe it is because 2 weeks out of the three I was cleaning up after and feeding guests (3 adult children, 1 10 year old… and a dog … and a BF). OK, I’m done with the moaning and now it’s time to get over myself and move on and get back into the swing of things.

Since I slept a little longer than I normally do (8-9 hours per night) in a bed that wasn’t all that good for my hips and back, I’m in a bit of pain. Not walking much didn’t help much and since I’ve lost some lean muscle mass, my core is probably most affected. I need to elongate my hip flexors , get them stretched back out again and re-strengthen my lower back. I walked my 2 miles to the train station this morning and about half way there, my hips started to really hurt. Not a good thing. So having experienced that this morning, I am going to have ease back into my learning to run program (C25K) and back up a few minutes (I was at 3x8 minute sessions before I left). If I push it right off the bat, I will hurt my back and put myself backwards even further. So this week I am going to concentrate on walking (lots) and core strengthening. Then next week I’m going to head strong into my jog/walks and Chalene Extreme weight workouts.

And I must stop drinking beer.

And I will blog everyday to be accountable.

And now I have 800+ blogs to catch up on reading

I hope everyone is doing well.

Ttyl

Sandra

3 comments:

  1. It is so hard to be on vacation! I easily fall into the trap of thinking that I can take a vaction from my healthy lifestyle, and I always end up feeling icky when I come back. HOWEVER, it never helps to dwell on the past either, so I don't let small mistakes become big ones. Just correct your course, and you'll be back on track soon.


    I hope the pain goes away!

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  2. It is much easier when you are back into your own routine and with that renewed determination, I am sure you will do brilliantly.

    Go for it!

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  3. Good luck on those 800 blogs! I always did find it easier to stick with my plan when I was home.

    You'll get right back on track!

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